"Last Night"
(feat. Keyshia Cole)

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me
I know you can feel me
I can't live without you
God please make me better
I wish I wasn't the way I am

[Keyshia:]
If I told you once, I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Diddy:]
Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so.
I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take my pain awayyyyy.

[Diddy:]
Last night,
I couldn't even get an answer.
Tried to call,
But my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here,
With this blank expression.
And the way I feel,
I wanna curl up like a child.

[Keyshia:]
I'm so alone I'm soooo lonelyyyyy,

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
And call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

Why don't you pick the phone,
And dial up my number,
Just call me a baby,
I'm waiting on you.

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ayan..favorite ko xa ngayon kasi naaalala ko yung ka wave ko sa song na yan, si malu (maluer). ang cute kasi tapos biglang sasayaw.. meow! hahaha

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hay next time nalang ulet. haha kelan kaya yun? hay. tinatamad kasi ak0nng mag.internet. as much as possible itutulog ko nalang. hay.

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GOAL: at least $600 bonus every month. go!go!go!

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cge.yun lang. babay!

REAL-ize

magbantay ng 3 makukulit na bata e hindi talaga madaling gawin. as in NEVER!!!. hay. based from experience ko yun. haha. ages of 7, 5, 3 c'mon.plus yung mga gawaing bahay pa haha hindi rin pala talaga biro ang maging housewife ka. as in. parang kulang yung buong araw para sa mga bagay na dapat gawin sa loob ng bahay nyo, yung para sa mga anak mo at asawa. haler!

ayun. kaya everytime na dumadating si aweng from school. lalapit sakin tatapos kikiss then hug at magtatanong "Anong ulam MADER!" anu daw?!!! hahaha ye! MADER ang tawag sakin. haha. o well. since busy si real mother sa business e parang ako na yung naging nanay sa bahay namin kasi nga panganay ang lola mO!

sabi ni papa "anak, pwede ka nang mag-asawa" ANU DAW??!! haha hindi ako magpapakasal hanggat hindi pa college si lala. ayun! WHAT?!! 31 na ko nun!! hahahaha anu ba yun. pwedeng bawiin yung sinabi ko? hahahaha

isang beses sabi ni lala " ate, parang ang tanda tanda mo na..." anu ba yan! hahahahah pagtingin ko sa salamin. ABA! OO NGA! hahaha parang basura ang beauty ko. haha pagkaamoy ko pa sa damit ko, amoy sibuyas na, bawang na, isda, na manok na hindi ko mawari kung anu nga ba talaga. hahaha KADIRE! amp. ayun. ligo agad! hahaha

naenhance na yung skills ko sa pagluluto. hahaha saka i really try my best na haba-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan yung PATIENCE ko sa 3 kong baby. kasi super matetest talaga yun sayo, pati yung convincing power mo na na sabihing: kumain na, maligo na, matulog na, huwag magkalat, huwag lumabas ng bahay, mag-aral. etc etc hay!

TATANDA AKO NG MAAGA NITO!!! haha

ayun. nakakapagod pero konting lambing lang mula sa mga baby ko saka appreciation galing kay parents e SUPER OKAY NA! hehe

hay... by thursday malalaman ko na kung anung sched ko... LORD, tulungan mo po ako na hindi magkaroon ng conflict sa OR ko. pleassssssse.. T_T hay.. I entrust to you everything...

ayun.sige.babay.

contrachuva

Last Sunday, ako, si aweng (utol ko)  at si mae (pinsan ko) pumunta kaming gateway. wala lang. para magsaya kahit papaano bago man lang magsimula ang school year 2007-2008. Nanood ng Paano Kita Iibigin. Pak yan. ang pogi talaga ni piolo. haha parang ewan. basta. then, kumain, nagtimeZone.yun lang.

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Kanina. kala ko maaga pa, akala ko 8am palang. yun e akala ko lang pala. sabi nga nila, maraming namamatay sa maling akala. ayun. 10:30 na ako nagising. dapat 9 kasi papaliguan ko pa si Aaron at aasikasuhin dahil 10am ang pasok nya. ayun. sabi ni mama nalate daw. ayun!.

ok. kasalanan ko na. pero hello naman! exagge naman ata kung sasabihin nyong "Wala ka talaga. Hindi ka talaga maaasahan. HINDI KA TUMUTULONG DITO SA BAHAY!" amp yan! hindi daw tumutulong. ayus.kaya pala parang katulong na ko. hindi magkandaugaga sa pag-aasikaso ng almusal tanghalian hapunan, assignment ng kapatid, paglinis ng buong bahay, magbantay sa 3 malilikot at makukulit na mga kapatid. hay................ naman...........Hindi talaga ako tumutulong sa bahay... hay......

EWAN!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sabi ng tatay ko. Magiging mabait daw akong prof, kasi hindi daw ako nagagalit. ha? anu daw? asa pa.

Sabi rin nya, Parang wala daw akong problema sa buhay. Kasi never daw nya kong nakitang naging problemado at laging nakangiti at nakatawa lang. hay... SANA LANG! pero may tao bang walang problema? haha sabi nga ni Buto, hindi ko lang pinapakita sa kanila. Siguro nga, hehe kasi para hindi ka na makadamay ng ibang tao saka hindi ko rin maxadong feel yung maxadong matanong at nag-uusisa at nagkkwento sa kung anung nangyayari sakin. hahaha. (FYI)

Hay. ang tagal namang mag July 2. yun pa pala. Sana hindi mag conflict yung schedule ng OR at ng work. hay.. Kung nagkataon. waaa. hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Lord, tulungan mo po ako. T_T hay...... (gawa na ng game plan.)

amp quiz na sa Friday! haha kamusta naman yun.

sige.yun.lang.babay.

crying lady

hayz.. anu ba yan. start na naman ng panibagong school year. sabi nga ng isang shoutout sa isang friendster account e "EXITED na ako.." (though alam ko naman na ibig nyang sabihin ay EXCITED hehe) ako e medyo lang kasi makikita ko na yung mga tao... haha anu ba yun.

kanina kahit madami akong ginagawa hindi nakalusot sakin yung thought ko na malaki na yung magbabago kapag nasa uste ka na tapos papasok. as in SOOOOOBBBRRA. then, nabanggit din yun ni buto. hayz. sabi nga ni fabs, nakakapanibago yung tipong wala ka nang hinihintay, uwi na agad. hayz. waaaaaaapak! haha tama na nagddrama na ako hahaha.

kanina, tutor naman ang drama ko sa 3 kong utol. grabe, naiyak na ako sa sobrang inis kasi ang kukulit nila hahaha ayus, ako ang unang sumuko. parang ewan. pero nakakatuwa rin kahit papano kasi bonding moment din yun haha

sana pwede pang mag-enrol hay tinatamad ako. amp yan.

wag mo akong guluhin! utang na loob.. (ay! may ganun. haha anu daw?!? hehe )

"Bizarre Love Triangle"

Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good
I'm feeling like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

gaya-gaya amp. haha. kamusta ka naman Ge-anne hahaha pero  hindi noh. nagkataon lang yun..............

ayun. babay!

FOR HIRE! ^_^

Lumaki ako na kasama yung mga tauhan namin sa iisang bahay. Maraming beses na sinubukang ilipat sila pero hindi matuloy tuloy. Pero sa wakas nangyari din ito. Meaning kami nalang ng "Family" ko sa bahay + yung kusinera.

Si Ms. Kusinera  nagsstay sa bahay at dun din xa nagluluto ng pagkain namin at ng mga tauhan namin.

Lumaki ako na may tagalinis, tagalaba, tagaluto pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na hindi na ako marunong sa gawaing bahay. hehe though madalas akong tamarin, kapag naglinis naman ako, as in linis talaga. I used to wash my own clothes.

Mahilig akong mag-imbento (obvious ba? hahaha )ng mga pagkain though madalas di na xa itsurang pagkain at ako lang ang nasasarapan sa gawa ko (xempre naman).

Saturday, June 9. Pinalipat na si Ms. Kusinera sa bahay kung saan nagsstay yung mga tauhan namin. Meaning, wala na kaming tagaluto. Same day, umuwi na ng province yung nag-aalaga sa utol ko, si Aaron.

MEANING! May bago na akong trabaho! yehey!

OFFICIALLY: June 10, 2007

Ako na ang bagong tagaluto. (kamusta naman yun haha. so medyo nangangapa pa ako)

Ako na ang bagong yaya ni Aaron (tagasunod ng kalat, tagaligo, tagabihis, tagasapin ng likod, tagapunas ng pawis, tagatimpla ng gatas, tagahanda ng gamit sa school, tagagising sa umaga, tagapatulog sa gabi, tagabahol kapag nag babike. atbp. taga linis ng kwarto nila mama since dun nagsstay si Aaron).

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Monday: Nakatapos  din ng isang buong araw sa aking bagong gawain. Naglinis ako ng kwarto namin pati cr. Then nagluto ng tanghalian at hapunan. Tagahugas ng plato. Naglinis ng kwarto ni parents. Tagasunod ng kalat ng mga kapatid. Buti nalang anjan si Ate Emelyn (nag-aalaga kay Lala) para may katulong ako.

Bakit kaming 2 lang kami ang gumagawa sa bahay? Kasi wala po kaming aasahan sa iba ko pang utol haha ayus.

Nakakapagod pero masaya. Ayus na rin yun para masanay. haha.

Ayun. matutulog na ako. panibagong araw nanaman bukas. ayus!

babay